No not for me.

[Celestial Dung]

*For viXey who supplied the opening line*



"Your father is not God and you do not have power. "

That's what I yelled to her mid morning driving out of the way speeding down 321 hoping never to come back, never to see her dimpled ass again. I yelled it to her with the windows rolled up so she couldn't hear me. I yelled it to her under my breath so that there wasn't a chance of her reading my lips. I hollared it in my mind non moving lips so that she could not possible pick up what I was saying.

I loved her when I first met her knowing that that love was impossible turing only to hate in a matter of months. When you have love at first sight it is mostly likely to develop into a sort of mutal hate bond. Because really what can you do after not meeting that first expectation?

I poetry this don't I? It's the nature of my life, I deal with abstract qualities of thought and poetic musings write them down and hope to god that someone out their will find it meaningfull. I write them down in pamphelt form copy them around and post them on boardwalks and cafe's. My tag is Meph. She hated that.

She hated everything about my literary tastes. She hated the fact that I could drifit off into nothing and write volumes on the discource between te atom and the universe and leave her totally out of her skull wishing for a sex fix. She would rip paper out of my hand shredding my work tossing it in my face spitting in my mouth burning me with her words screaming down my face like a lava pit down a mountain. I hated her but still yet loved her for first loves sake. I married her for first loves sake.

When she turned around, I was gone.