Best Friends Forever

[vicious_blood]

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know.
Like how to deal with sadness, or someone breaking your heart.
For 12 years I tried to keep it together,
But a night like this is gonna pull me apart.
I was quiet and left you in deep consentration.
Was uncool and hung out in the kitchen.
I kept thinking that I knew you never would,
Now I know I wanna kill you like only a best friend could.
Everyones caught on to what you do.
And like it wasn't enough, I had to go and write a poem just to remind myself of how it sucked.
Ignoring the sun, pull the covers over my head.
I wrote a note on my rock that says "just stay in bed".
So don't apologize.
I hope you choke and die.
Search your room for something to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven but they don't tell you what to say when your life goes to hell.
I won't let you let me down again.
So is this what you call a getaway?
Exactly what did you get away with?
I've seen more spine in jelly-fish.
And more guts in 7 year old kids.
So here's another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
You can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
And again when your head goes thru the windsheild.
Is that what you call tact?
That's as subtle as a brick in the middle of my back.
So lets end this call and conversation.
I should have realized the sarcasm in your voice when you said "Best Friends...Best Friends Forever."