All I touch and all I think I know
All I do and all I say
All I touch and all I feel
All that never let’s me rest, what will happen to me.?
All that is held back and
All that I don’t know about
But still I am perfectly aware that
Something is happening and...
Sometimes it feels like everyone, everything is running in circles and
Dizziness never sets in, to allow us to fall flat on our faces where sometimes we need to be… what is becoming of me?
Sometimes I just feel this way and
Sometimes I’m an optimist about what could possibly be,
wonderful experiences happening to me …and
Sometimes I completely fall from grace…
And I know that I have to get back up again & again & again
I do not expect to be redeemed or delivered by anyone
Other than myself, because I’m the only one
Who can pick up the pieces, and try to make sense of them all again
Still I know in my mind while my heart is breaking about this
That alone I have to deal with this tediousness, until resolution or until the end…