If you could feel the pain...
Your confusion has caused me...
You would have stoped...
Before youu spoke...
Listening to lies...
The pain doesn't suit me...
The gift that you gave me...
I put it away...
I couldn't look at it...
It made me think of you...
You get in the way...
You get in the way...

You change your shoelaces...
I light firecrackers...
You step on the sparks...

Lisa Loeb-"Firecracker"

"I wanted you to be with me for so long I don't even know why now;
But now that I've given up on you, defiantly you see me.

Walking away, I see the pain you put me through.
Lost in your game to change the same.
Forever gone, forever you."

- Evanescence "Forever Gone, Forever You"

I run to you
and call out your name
I see you there
Farther away

Farther Away--Evanescence

I'm going as far as can go
Away from here
Away from you Jake
and this hole you sunk me into

Your dad died because his heart hurt
aching away 45 years dragging your mom along
I don't that and neither do you
Neither do you...
if i am not fun, and i am not interesting,
perhaps i am not interested in you,
neither are you...

Lisa Loeb- "Jake"

I've sung the blues,
For every broken hearted lovesick dream for you.
I've paid my dues,
Working hard-sweat, blood and tears for you.

So far away, So far away, So far away!
So far away, So far away, So far away!


I've had it all,
And lost it all in one blackout summer night.
I want it back,
But I just can't seem to get it right.

So far away, So far away, So far away!
So far away, So far away, So far away!

I've sung the blues,
For every broken hearted lovesick dream for you.
I've paid my dues,
Working hard-sweat, blood and tears for you.

So far away, So far away, So far away!
So far away, So far away, So far away!
- social distortion, so far away

Here I am again in this mean old town
And you’re so far away from me
And where are you when the sun goes down
You’re so far away from me

So far away from me
So far I just can’t see
So far away from me
You’re so far away from me

Dire Straits - So Far Away

So if you're lonely,
You know i'm here waiting for you,
I'm just a crosshair,
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken shattered alive
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot..then we can die

Ooohahhhhh

I know I wont be leaving here with you...

Franz Ferdinand- "Take Me Out"

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Leaving On A Jet Plane ~ John Denver

And I'll never have to see the sun again
there's enough light in your eyes
to light up our little world
so take me
take me away
kill me slowly
I'll never be the same
And I swear to you on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I can
And I promise you
I'll stand right by your side
forever and always
until the day I die
The bite marks on my neck
never felt so good
I'm losing control
And it's all that I can do
not to black out
fall into lust with you
your kisses infect me
the darkness is pooling through

The Crimson-ATREYU

I felt all flushed with fever,
Embarrassed by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish,
But he just kept right on strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song

Killing Me Softly ~ Fugees

Is this how it ends...
Lying in bed...Talking...
To a cheap tape-recorder...
Instead of my friends...
In bed with a low-grade fever...
They wanted to know...
How could I leave you...
I can't tell them that...
It might seem like revenge...

Some things don't need a payback...
Some things are sure...
Some things you can't feel safe about...
Some things...Don't need to clear-up...
You got that...

Lisa Loeb-"Payback"

The phone slips from a loose grip
Words were missed then, some apology
I didn’t want to tell you this
No, it’s just some guy she's been hanging out with
I don’t know, the past couple weeks I guess
Well, thank you and hang up the phone
Let the funeral start
Hear the casket close
Let’s pin split-black ribbon to your overcoat
Well, laughter pours from under doors
In this house, I don’t understand that sound no more
It seems artificial, like a T.V. set

Well, haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh
This weight it must be satisfied
You offer only one reply
You know not what you do
But you tear and tear your hair from roots
From that same head you have twice removed now
A lock of hair you said would prove
Our love would never die
Well ha ha ha

I remember everything
The words we spoke on freezing South Street
And all those mornings watching you get ready for school
You combed your hair inside that mirror
The one you painted blue and glued with jewelry tears
Something about those bright colors
would always make you feel better
But now we speak with ruined tongues
And the words we say aren’t meant for anyone
It’s just a mumbled sentence to a passing acquaintance
But there was once you

You said you hate my suffering
And you understood
And you’d take care of me
You'd always be there
Well where are you now?

Haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh
The plans were never finalized
But left to hang like yarn and twine
Dangling before my eyes
As you tear and tear your hair from roots
From that same head you have twice removed now
A lock of hair you said would prove
Our love would never die


Bright Eyes - "Haligh Haligh A Lie Haligh"

you could see me reaching
so why couldn't you have met me halfway

Since, you never gave a damn in the first place...
Maybe it's time, when the table's turned...
For the intrest of all involved...
I got the problem solved...
And the verdict is guilty...
Stop, drop, & roll...
You where dead, from the get-go...
Big-mouth fucker...
Stupid cocksucker...
You scared of me now...
Then, you are dumber than I though...
Is there a way to break the noise...
Is it something I said, that got you bent...
Gonna be that way if you want it...
Sanity..
Literal profanity...
HIT ME...

Spit it out...
All you want to do, is stare me down...
All I want to do, is stamp you out...


Slipknot-"Spit It Out"

*sidenote: the baby seems to enjoy slipknot*


Help me if you can
It's just that this, this is not the way I'm wired
So could you please,

Help me understand why
You've given in to all these
Reckless dark desires

You're lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
I'm over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess. Why would I want to watch you.

Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence
Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence

Lying through your teeth again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the fautline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
Go with this, why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess. Why would I wanna watch you...

Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

They were right about you
They were right about you

Lying to my face again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it put it on the fautline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
I'm over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, I'm over this, over this!

Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time
What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die
If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere,
Do it somewhere far away from here

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I’m not the only one

Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me my friend

I’m not the only one

My favorite inside source
I’ll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You’ll always stink and burn

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I’m not the only one

Rape me...


nirvana "rape me"

When I think about Love
I don't think about a bright Moon
Twinkling Stars
Red Wine
Silent Whispers
Holding Hands
Secret Loveletters
Candlelights
Red Roses
Wedding Bells
Moonlight Serenades
Warm Summer Nights
A table for Two
I think about Pure sex, Deep sex, Hard Sex, Rough Sex

Rough Sex ~ Lords of Acid

Some people think little girls should be seen and not heard, but I think Oh bondage up yours!

Bind me tie me
Chain me to the wall I wanna be a slave
To you all

Oh bondage up yours
Oh bondage no more
Oh bondage up yours
Oh bondage no more

Chain-store chain-smoke
I consume you all
Chain-gang chain-mail
I don't think at all

Oh bondage up yours
Oh bondage no more
Oh bondage up yours
Oh bondage no more

Thrash me crash me
Beat me till I fall
I wanna be a victim
For you all

Oh bondage up yours
Oh bondage no more
Oh bondage up yours
Oh bondage no more



X-Ray Specs "oh bondage up yours!"

I've been waiting around all night
Your warm kiss is on my mind
A piece of you is all I've got
But the whole damn thing is what I want

I've been waiting around here all night long
Holding onto memories until they've come undone
My hands are tied.

Gin Blossoms - Hands Are Tied

She's waiting
For me to live
She's waiting
For me to give her a sign
And there's nothing that I'd rather do
Than give the right signs back to you

She's waiting
For me to try
She's waiting
For me to come alive
And there's nothing that I'd rather do
Than come alive for you

She's waiting
For me to dance
She's waiting
For me to answer her
And there's nothing that I'd rather do
Than romance the hell out of you

She's waiting
For me to smile
She's waiting
For me to walk her down the aisle
And that's something I just can't do
Till I know that I'm right for you

She's....



'waiting" -self