and i can't seem to think
what i did was wrong
i still can't breathe easy now
knowing that you're gone
my nights keep getting longer
and it's so hard to let go
but i know there is a time
my happiness will show
still just knowing the hand i once held
will hold another someone's hand
that hand will put a gun to my head
please just gouge out my eyes
so i don't have to see
to see you happy
so happy without me

Excellent writing.It applies to exactly what I'm struggling to cope with right now.From all I have read on here,you are a magnificent poet.

why thank you very much!!!!!!!glad i could help......