You pretend that you care,
But I don't think you do.
You were never there when I needed you.

You pretend to listen,
You pretend it's all right.
But do you know your the reason
I cry myself to sleep each night?

You pretend to listen
As you talk to someone else.
I pretend to ignore you
As I cut myself.

You pretend it will get better,
But why can't you see...
The problems not in you,
The problems stuck in me.




(Please don't steal my stuff!)

dammit! I want to hang that somewhere for display [[I can people, YOU can't]] But that made me want to damn cry!!!! It reminds me of something I wrote [[not a poem]] But tht was beautiful. It was like a, creepy beautiful. And it was damn deep. ... I know my words of *review* can't come close to discribing how damn awesome that was [[is]] but just to let you know, it was put together beautifully, and I was able to even relate to it myself [[but that could be for "other reasons"... Reasons that I don't deserve]]
Very VERY awesome, beautiful words. Very beautiful poem.

~Willow

Thanks...
I know it sounds like it was for Tony, but I didn't really have him in mind when I was writing it.
Even tho I do have this love/hate thing goin on with him.
It goes deeper than just Tony, tho.

I like it.