• "Butterflies & Gasoline"

Posted: **Sat Jan 10, 2004 9:47 am**

"Butterflies & Gasoline"
By: Trevor de Sade

Hung above like needled pets
Fed myself to the undeserving
Gave away my soul in pieces
Now my love & hate has no meaning

My perversity subsided
Bitten back by hungry mouths
Genocide of every failure
Bringing myself back down

I would watch myself die
Just to ease your pain
What else do I have to give
What else do I have to lose

Find my place in the sun
With butterflies & gasoline
Then buried like an antichrist
In the snow & suffering

Burn & coil around in cycles
Lifeless sixteen steps to heal
Stagnate on the broken surface
Tell me what it takes to feel

I would kill myself for you
Just to ease your pain
What else do I have to give
What else do I have to lose

Posted: **Sat Jan 10, 2004 2:12 pm**

Posted: **Mon Jan 12, 2004 1:48 am**

hmph.

Posted: **Mon Jan 12, 2004 10:59 am**

TiredUnhappy wrote:hmph.

Really?

Posted: **Mon Jan 12, 2004 1:25 pm**

hmmmm, yeah... except where I'm being sarcastic. oh well, I figured I would check these out and see exactly what you have to write about me.

Posted: **Mon Jan 12, 2004 1:27 pm**

They are ALL about you? Wow, I didn't realize that. Hmm...

Posted: **Mon Jan 12, 2004 1:54 pm**

no, like 4 of them. so he "says"... which means absolutely nothing. hell, it was probably written years ago, and had no personal attachment to anyone, so he decided to use it now and dedicate it to me. :roll:

Posted: **Mon Jan 12, 2004 2:22 pm**

lol...I should start posting some of my shit again...

P.S. Boys smell weird.

Posted: **Sat Jan 24, 2004 9:25 am**

Just to make a clarification:

"Butterflies & Gasoline" "Fission" & "Filtered Through" ARE about Winsley.

"Slave to the World" & "We Kiss" are about me.

"Lust between Roses" is about how much I hate people confusing sex as love. [rant] Sex is a show of affection, yes, but not love. If you love someone, you do not NEED to have sex with them. "Lust between Roses" is about how little girls lose their virginity to guys who don't really love them. Don't be victims people.[/rant] Sorry!

"Iris" is about a vision I had.

"Virgo" is about an ex of mine.

"Vulgar Kisses" is about how I really am, though not particularly about me.

"Hollowpoint Heaven" is about alot of things. It is as close to autobiographical as I get. This too, has alot to do about Winsley.

"Cradle" is about my mother. If you know the story...it makes sense.

I hate ruining my art like this, but I just wanted to clear this up! Thanx.