• I am not

Posted: **Wed Aug 17, 2005 12:24 am**

I reach for you.
But you're not there.
Life in a world that doesn't care.
I find myself, once again
With a heart that is blue
Hopeless dreams and thoughtless truths

What will tomorrow bring?
We never know.
And that's the thing.
But I still find myself waiting
hope filled for spring.

So I strive on in this world
Wishing for and silently debating
Still not knowing what I want
Only knowing that I am not.

Posted: **Sat Aug 27, 2005 12:55 am**

Grrrrrr! Nowhere even close to my best. Sometimes I make myself sick!