I was wrong...

[Cryso lueth Wylthen]

Her face.... It held the solemn beauty of an Angel's face frozen in the times anew... But deep within her soul lay the screams and burdens of a demons pain... She never used to hold such pain... at least, not till I came along. I held her heart within my icy grip and carelessly dropped it to the soil. This she did not deserve.. I loved her dearly, till the day I left.. Then my darkened mind grew weary as the days grew dreary and soon that disease of a certain arrogence was found within my ignorance grew deep and strong..
I turned my back on the fair maiden and opened her heart to pain... I ran away from my angel and allowed her mind to blame...
Now I cry for my lost angel, as her life is slowly drained.. One day shall I run to her, with roses ay hand, but first I must grow, for I am not a man. I am but a weak and mindless coward, who let the love fade.. Now I lay there staring... Pondering in the darkness I have made. Her weeps and cries await me, for I was the one who strayed. Her hatred and darkness call to me.. For I gave her this pain.. But oh how I deserve far worse punishment, for the mistakes that I have made. I welcome the punishments yet to come, for death is not even strong enough to avenge the wrongs. Not even my torture would sooth her mind to calm. No.. As I said... I deserver a far worse punishment for abandoning the love I once deserted. For not staying with her when she was hurting.. My heart goes out to you oh beauty of mine. Perhaps a day will come when you will once again be mine....
Dedication
I dedicate this to the one person I ever really loved. I was blind and arrogant, I should not have left her... Kirsten, perhaps one day you will forgive me for I was wrong...