I'm going to eat more healthy food. I've eaten a lot of junk food lately, and it makes me feel sluggish. I would love to say I'm going to get buffed out, and run everyday, but I know I won't really do it. I think the eating healthier thing is attainable.
Also, I'm going to finish the book I've been writing for a long time, which shouldn't be very difficult since I'm almost done anyway.
AND the biggie....to only drink alcoholic beverages on very special occasions. It makes me feel icky these days, too. I gave up caffeine this year (doctor's orders), and it wasn't too bad. This will leave sex and chocolate as my only vices, so I guess I'll need more of both!
"You're one of the it girls in Knoxville, you and JC..." Kyle from World Grotto
to find... freedom.
to rediscover life without stress
to rediscover what it feels like to not be in debt.
but first... i'll settle for remembering what life looks like. currently, i'm not sure i can recall. but i can give you a great description of the insides of my eyelids...
I would like to work on what I want to do with my life more, I really need to start buckling down on that.
I want to stop letting things bother me from the past that can not be changed, and just accept the truth and the obvious. I want to be able to forgive and let go. I want to be less of a power/control freak, I want to be able to entrust myself to someone again. I want to be able to let my wall down, and be entirely comfortable with someone again, regardless of how repetitious or methodical it might seem. I want to get off my pedistal and stop trying to base everything on a degree of "flattery"... I want to stop being so damn stubborn.
Sorry, everything I just said is somewhat in code... just some things I feel like I need to work on...probably the most difficult things in the world for me.
I masturbate to ronald mc donald's pictures every night while listening to 'like a virgin' by madonna
I guess I will attempt to stop being so self-revolving. This is a huge problem of mine, that alot of people never realize. Also, I am going to stop procrastinating, with school & music. Also, I am going to try & make more space, for everyone I love.
oh, and I'd also like to meet a decent guy that doesn't lie to me constantly. I would really like to find a decent human being to share my time with. Just something peaceful for once.
I masturbate to ronald mc donald's pictures every night while listening to 'like a virgin' by madonna
TiredUnhappy wrote:oh, and I'd also like to meet a decent guy that doesn't lie to me constantly. I would really like to find a decent human being to share my time with. Just something peaceful for once.
We have to lie to women. They have so many insecurities that being honest is an insurmountable task. Besides, if you date a guy and he enjoys the fact that you schlep him 6 times a day the first two months as soon as you turn him down hes banging one of your friends. ITs perfectly natural. Dont let him lie to you. I hate girls that whine and bitch about how they are treated like shit. So dont go out with assholes you fucking moron!! Become a lesbian with aspirations of spearheading a womens rights movement. That'd be original. You choose your fate you whiny bitch!!
Im not a fucking troll you dickmeat sandwich. I wasnt given a fair chance at being myself. I tried to be nice to everyone and now I have a fucked up moniker!! Besides how many Knoxville hillbillies can logically claim themselves to be gothic?
Pain is a virtue, it lets you know that you still want to die. Oh, these dark days of Gothica.
TiredUnhappy wrote:oh, and I'd also like to meet a decent guy that doesn't lie to me constantly. I would really like to find a decent human being to share my time with. Just something peaceful for once.
We have to lie to women. They have so many insecurities that being honest is an insurmountable task. Besides, if you date a guy and he enjoys the fact that you schlep him 6 times a day the first two months as soon as you turn him down hes banging one of your friends. ITs perfectly natural. Dont let him lie to you. I hate girls that whine and bitch about how they are treated like shit. So dont go out with assholes you fucking moron!! Become a lesbian with aspirations of spearheading a womens rights movement. That'd be original. You choose your fate you whiny bitch!!
Im not a fucking troll you dickmeat sandwich. I wasnt given a fair chance at being myself. I tried to be nice to everyone and now I have a fucked up moniker!! Besides how many Knoxville hillbillies can logically claim themselves to be gothic?
I hate morons who wish to start trouble. You know, people like you that just for the sake of an argument go and insult people they don't know.
I know! Why don't you start an arguement with me on another thread? I am quite sure I could outsmart the likes of you. Your filth. Go bathe with the pigs swine for thats all you are meant to do.
Aww crap, I'm legal >.<
~runs, hides, and is never seen again~
Head!!!!!!
