looking for that dark prience to sweep me away

kaosefairy · Post by **kaosefairy** » Fri Nov 19, 2004 5:56 pm

hi , i'm new to this . i realy don't have much to say at this time . i just reasently got dumped and i have not very much hope for anything right now as we speak . i'm going to temple tonight to try to find someone who can cheer me up . a few days ago i tried to kill my self but all that happened was i fell asleep for three days . stuppid me thinking that i could actualy kill my self , i'm a fucking vampire for hell's sake .
anyway , if there's anyone who thinks they may be able to help me coop and/or deal with forbiden course please pm me and let me know .

much blood and death
lady akasha

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LordHades · Post by **LordHades** » Fri Nov 19, 2004 6:10 pm

Couple things here, Friend.. Just a couple small points that might help

Temple is tomorrow night, it's always on Saturdays. Tonight we're meeting at the 11th street Expresso House, you're more than welcome to come join there, the number of elligible bachelors is always high, and the number of caring souls even higher.

Second point.. Killing yourself isn't necessarily the best way to go about improving your lot in life. I take it you're female, so there are some very time-honored and easy ways to start things looking up again. They involve crying with your girlfriends, flirting with lots of cute guys/girls, binging on chocolate chip cookie dough/icecream, and occasionally seeking professional help. I'm X/Y, and have no formal training in the field of cournseling, so I can't judge which of these are for you, but they're all better options than suicide. Don't have any girlfriends? Come make some. Don't know any cute guys/girls? Come meet some. Don't have any chocolate chip cookie dough/icecream.. We can find you some... Don't know where to get professional help? Enough of us have turned to it at one point or another when we needed it, we can help you there too.

About the vampire reference. There are alot of people who'd adore to talk to you at length about it.. Not everyone finds it their cup of tea, but noone's gonna harsh on you for it here, and if they do, they should certainly know better. Everyone's entitled to their own existance, even if it doesn't fit into the world view of others.

As for coping/dealing.. Most of us are going to be out at the coffee house tonight, so I'd suggest joining us there and making yourself known. If you don't know anyone or are a little bit shy, feel free to look for me.. I'll be there probably by 7:45.. I'm 6'5", around 250, brown hair, glasses, and if I had a clue what I was wearing I'd tell you.. It's dark in here, suffice to say, not that many of us big guys in the scene, so I should be easy to spot

Asher · Post by **Asher** » Fri Nov 19, 2004 6:32 pm

LH..you are very quickly gaining much of my respect.

Lady Akasha, I will be there tomorrow night..ill be the bald chick with various facial piercings. 8-)

You'll like it here...a bunch of really good people. Welcome!

The Fallen · Post by **The Fallen** » Fri Nov 19, 2004 10:53 pm

Welcome to our Darkness

Hardcoregirl · Post by **Hardcoregirl** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 1:09 am

LordHades wrote: Not everyone finds it their cup of tea, but noone's gonna harsh on you for it here, and if they do, they should certainly know better.

Bwahahaha, speak for yourself!!

But anyways new person, I hope that you realize your life is valuable no matter what some guy thinks of you or if you have a guy in your life or not. I hope you find some self esteem, and happiness in some form and at some point learn that you are truly mortal whether or not you think you are a vampire or not, and your life is something worth respecting not attempting to destroy because some other human was a waste of space.

And yes, many of us have been depressed, and many of us have thought about ending it, but we found help first, and I suggest you do the same.

Cryso lueth Wylthen · Post by **Cryso lueth Wylthen** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 1:45 am

Welcome.

Mother Mo · Post by **Mother Mo** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 2:14 pm

Salutations!

I completely agree with LordHades on this. Come out & meet everyone. Let us ease your mind & lighten your heart. We're all pretty good at these kinds of tricks. I look forward to meeting you at Temple. I'm one of the short, round goffs & I'm usually found on the dance floor... exorcising my own demons. Come join!

vicious_blood · Post by **vicious_blood** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 2:22 pm

gothicbeauty1313 · Post by **gothicbeauty1313** » Sun Nov 21, 2004 2:17 am

Aaron there are lots of people who care for you dear. ending your life is not the anwers trust me been there lots of times life is priceless you must take the good with the bad it's not always gonna be this way you need some forum of help (rocky road ice cream)

or just some friends to be there for you. I'm still angry for all the bullshit you have pulled put I do care what happens to you. so other KG members please let her know she is cared for we need to take care of or own or who will?. so please take are word in we to care take care,
jessika

[BioHazard] Blade · Post by **[BioHazard] Blade** » Sun Nov 21, 2004 3:10 pm

Welcome. Ever need anyone to talk to I'm always on AIM, away or not :-)

The Stormstress · Post by **The Stormstress** » Sun Nov 21, 2004 6:06 pm

Grrrreetingz & Velcum! :twisted:

jhselti · Post by **jhselti** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 1:29 am

hello to all, i will start off by saying that i am the one who left the one who calls her self lady akasha. i was born a blood vamp and have had a hell of a hard time dealing with it. i have only recently come to terms with the fact of what i am and who i am for that matter. i left her because she has to go through the same thing, that is if she is truly what she sez she is, some of us have our doubts but it is not my place to say yea or nay on the subject. i veiw suicide as childish and stupid. there is no excuse for such behavour. i can not forgive her for it. she seid she cared about me and loved me but if she did suicide would have been far from her mind.

i am still here for her but there will never be an us again and she needs to come to terms with that and not blame others for that fact.

i have much to say here but i want to wait for a reply on this so far.

James · Post by **James** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 2:03 am

We met at my cousins party ..i know you remember me..i sent you a private message..if youre interested, get ahold of me. Id like to see you again.

James

The Fallen · Post by **The Fallen** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 6:32 am

OK kids... Drama... bad.
Keep it in pm's, closets, or Lakeshore.

Onibubba · Post by **Onibubba** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 8:22 am

Yes, so, welcome all! You will be pleased to know that there is a gaming forum for all Masquerade needs!

Sorry...That came off pretty snarky - We all get our kicks somewhere. Actually, there is no gaming forum, so continue please

4X541N7 · Post by **4X541N7** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 11:40 am

The Fallen wrote:OK kids... Drama... bad.
Keep it in pm's, closets, or Lakeshore.

*seconds*

Mother Mo · Post by **Mother Mo** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 2:52 pm

AXSaint wrote:
The Fallen wrote:OK kids... Drama... bad.
Keep it in pm's, closets, or Lakeshore.

*seconds*

Motion carried :!:

Lost Traveler · Post by **Lost Traveler** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 2:54 pm

ArsenicAngel · Post by **ArsenicAngel** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 7:49 pm

greetings

sinful_fetish · Post by **sinful_fetish** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 2:15 pm

The Fallen wrote:OK kids... Drama... bad.
Keep it in pm's, closets, or Lakeshore.

Oh how I love you

*andrea*

looking for that dark prience to sweep me away

looking for that dark prience to sweep me away

we care aaron

new here with lots to say

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