5 reasons

CHSgothbabe09 · Post by **CHSgothbabe09** » Thu Apr 08, 2004 10:13 pm

does ur mom tell u that she wants u to burn in hell or that she wishes u were dead? huhuhuhuhuuh? uh huh!

junkie christ · Post by **junkie christ** » Thu Apr 08, 2004 10:45 pm

X wrote:*i would also just like to add, i see this as an attention getter, or simply put a i had a bad day type things, since when i originally posted, as well as that last post...it was sitting right next to this chicks name my band post...which is all cheery and happy and blah blah blah blah fucking blah.*

X, im totally with you on this.

X · Post by X » Thu Apr 08, 2004 10:52 pm

Honey, i wish my mom would.

you see mine died, less than a week before my second birthday....

so infact......i have it up on you already.....

And....to reinterate a point i was making to Coor earlier...that the queen made for me, without me asking her to. Most kids or anyone who is going to kill themselves, rarely jump on a newsboard, or forum or whatever, and say...HEY GUYS....I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO DIE....tell me why i shouldn't.

especially AGAIN after having a post where you name her punk band....but nothing too bad cus theres a prep in her band.

Wanting to die as a teenager is a verrrrrrry common thing i believe. Fuck i tried more than once, which is why i have to believe in some higher being, cus everytime something fucked happened to prevent whatever from going down......be it my car dying, or someone finding me and kicking me in the stomach, forcing me to vomit....or again someone finding me, unconsious, near death and putting bandages on cuts. For me to say it doesn't happen....is ridiculous....most people who commit suicide after 21, are either in BBBBBAAAAADDD positions and can't think in more than a 24 hour pricess anyway, and probably realise that they're doing a service by ending it there and not polluting the gene pool anymore. Some do it cus they realise that it doesn't get any better .

My ex fiance and still pretty good friend's dad killed himself about this time last year....he was like 35 or something...and it was totally unexpected, but if you looked at it you would be like...well i didn't see it coming, but i should have....(which for that matter is 95% usually the case) In his case all i can figure is he just finally said fuck this is the top of the heap...it will get no better....and he went outside and hung himself in a tree.

but seriously kids.....i'm sure at least half of you know someone who has been somewhat close to you in their life who ended it...or at least some of you know someone who has...and let me ask out of those people...how many of them went into forums, and school, or work...or whatever....and announced it.....

i just see comedy in "Hi welcome to wendy's...can i take your order"....."Yes i'd like a quarter bacon chee, biggie fries and....btw can you hook me up with a razor so my blood will be thicker after eating this greesy fucking food you are about to give me...you see i'm going to go home and commit suicide"

this whole thing just reminds me of this girl who used to be in an online community and like once a month, she would come in announce that she was going to off herself, and everyone could watch on her webcam...and she'd like slit her wrists....and about 15 mins later get bored and turn off her cam....and the next day she'd be all peachy keen.

If i come off sounding like an asshole, trust me i'm not trying to be, if i were, i'd agg this chick on to do it......no no, not being an asshole, just trying to make this chick realise that her mom telling her she wants her to burn in hell is the STUPIDEST godamn reason i have ever heard to off ones self.

judas gnb · Post by **judas gnb** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:05 am

Go ahead off yourself,see if we care just means more food for us who dont wanna kill ourselves.Shit babydoll life is grand then again im hot and all the chicks dig me.
(Sorry if X wasnt going to be an asshole i had to pull up the slack and do it.)

Space Traveler 9 · Post by **Space Traveler 9** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:27 am

CHSgothbabe09 wrote:ok this isnt bout me ok.......

>give me 5 reasons why people shouldnt kill their selves.

>give me 5 reasons to believe in god/ and another 5 why not!!!

Why not to kill myself?
1. [Some] people will miss me. Everyone has someone who will miss them.
2. It is my duty to have cool hair.
3. Shows wouldn't be as fun without my flying footwear.
4. Who else is gonna finish that bottle of whiskey?
5. I have cool socks and underwear, and it is also my duty to ramble about how cool my socks and underwear are when I'm drunk.

As for the other questions, I don't believe in "god."

Space Traveler 9 · Post by **Space Traveler 9** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:30 am

CHSgothbabe09 wrote:does ur mom tell u that she wants u to burn in hell or that she wishes u were dead? huhuhuhuhuuh? uh huh!

My mom told me that stuff, but oh dear, we always said really stupid stuff to eachother when we were mad. But then again, that was also when I was like 14 and stuff.
I can still say that my sperm donor of a dad doesn't really care about me. Some people are assholes. Just deal with it.

ophelia · Post by **ophelia** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:36 am

Hey darlin'...

All of the sarcastic advice, and the good advice, stems from the same place. Life WILL get better. You just have to beat it at its game.

However, those of us that have gone through the shit (yes X I understand your point, Judas I don't understand yours, if there is one) seem to have too little sympathy. Perhaps because we went through it and survived, and so we don't have the time or patience to listen to it again.

Regardless of what the situation is, or how bad it is, it is bad for YOU, and that is what matters. I think some folks on this thread need to ease off a little... if you truly remember what it was like, then you know that someone saying "I had it worse than you" or "Grow up and deal with it" doesn't help. It's easy to look back and think, I was tough, I got through it. Well, looking at problems through adult eyes is different. We did NOT have the wisdom then, nor the strength, to understand what we do now.

If you need advice, talk to someone you trust. An adult that you trust, not the vast majority people on a forum. Believe me, they can help. Talking things out makes all the difference. You cannot change the situation you are born into… not yet. But if you make it through all of the bullshit, all of the sadness, you can form and shape your life however you choose.

I'm not suggesting that you withstand abuse. I am suggesting that you evaluate how bad your situation is, and what is the necessary action to be taken. In my own personal situation, there was little action I could take. So I left at 18, started a life, and moved on.

Honestly, it will get better. Whatever it is. Some of the other members have offered for you to send them a message if you need to talk. Do so. We have been through shit, we survived and have happy, productive lives. If you can talk about it to someone who will listen with sympathy and knowledge, it WILL help. I am extending the same offer. Send me a message if you'd like. Maybe we can give so some pointers on how to deal with everything you are going through.

judas gnb · Post by **judas gnb** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 1:11 am

There wasnt any point.Only X didnt wanna play the asshole part of the tag team so i took it upon myself to do it.

Mistress Eve(L) · Post by **Mistress Eve(L)** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 2:22 am

eh this was a helpful thread till we started playing whos life is sadder or harder. Look I can look back at things I felt were the end of the world in the seventh grade( Ie I dont think Eric Huffaker likes me like I like him, and even worse, he likes my best friend and my pants ripped at the crotch during 3rd period and Julie got the Lead inthe school musical that I was perfect for) Which now seem pretty hilarious. Your world and your problems seem tiny and insignifigant and silly to an adult, but thats all your life, middle or high school is your world. Its life, getting through it is what makes us whatever warped individual we turn out to be.

Coor · Post by **Coor** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 10:41 am

but thats all your life, middle or high school is your world. Its life, getting through it is what makes us whatever warped individual we turn out to be

I agree with that school is you life. Once, I started only going to 2 classes a day, it was like Woah! These people don't matter that much, anymore. It's like well i go to class until 11, after that my day is work, and play. Mostly, plsy, but you know how that goes.

X · Post by X » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:31 pm

I believe Ophelia tapped into something there......

Its not that i don't have patience to listen to someone with problems....because i've been on the phone with my boy ray all week, sending people to his house to make sure he was doing all right and all that when he is slightly in a suicidal mode, because his life is crumbling around him.....i've taken the time to cheer his retarded ass up.........and tried to convince him to take a stand against his psycho ex gf who has singlehandedly broken him down into this state, this week. (she ran over him, beat his ass, doesn't get to see his kid anymore, stole his atm card, cashed out his bank account, ripped up all his clothes, broke alot of shit in his apartment, vandalized his car, is trying to get him fired from his job....blah blah blah.

My biggest problem, and i keep saying this is, that this chick seems to be doing this for attention, as not more than 2 places down is her name my band thread......where she is happy go lucky...then here we have i'm sad i wanna die cus my mom wants me to. Its worse mood swings than my ex girlfriend around her time of the month-

So in all that.....i just again say, don't think of me as some non compasionate assclown, cus i have no sympathy for this girl, cus i don't think she deserves sympathy ....for that matter i gave her my bit of advice that got me thru my angsty teenage years.

You are a coward if you run from your problems, you are a stronger human, if you put your middle finger in the air, keep struggling, and someday attain something that you can say, someday is all yours.....

Also, another nice quote a friend told me once when i was like 14 or 15.....and i can't remember it exactly, so i know i'm gonna fuck it up......."When you off yourself, you're going to end up back here again" his reasoning was simply, and i've come to believe this- doesn't matter what any religion tells you you have to do to get into the higher archy of the afterlife.....you have to take everything you can out of life, that has been given to you by whatever this higher being is...wheather the name is God, Bob, or Mary J Rottencrotch, the point of you being here is to live life, to expirence life, to know the meaning of life.....when you off yourself, you're just gonna come back again, and have to deal with the crap again...you just get a fresh start.

Think of life as Super Mario Bros......the more expierince you get you closer you are to beating the game......but if you jump off the floating thingies in the air.....or hop into the molten lava in Koppa's castle.....you have to start the world over again....smaller.....no mushroom or magical leaf or even firey mario......and that sucks asshole.

Coor · Post by **Coor** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 12:40 pm

So in all that.....i just again say, don't think of me as some non compasionate assclown, cus i have no sympathy for this girl, cus i don't think she deserves sympathy ....for that matter i gave her my bit of advice that got me thru my angsty teenage years.

I'm greatful for the convos, we had, and you aren't as assclown. If this chick is legit or not, I don't know. I said my peace, and if she needs help, I have a PM, Y!, AIM, MSN, and E-mail. Anyone can reach me at virtually anytime. Unless I'm out and about, I'm working, or working, or working some more.

QueenOfTheFlock · Post by **QueenOfTheFlock** » Fri Apr 09, 2004 1:03 pm

X wrote:

And....to reinterate a point i was making to Coor earlier...that the queen made for me, without me asking her to. Most kids or anyone who is going to kill themselves, rarely jump on a newsboard, or forum or whatever, and say...HEY GUYS....I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO DIE....tell me why i shouldn't.

So very true. I wasn't saying you were wrong in all your points Barry. Just speaking up to say that it really doesn't matter how old you are, you can have the want, and even the actual will, to go through with it. I wish Matthew hadn't had either of those. I agree with pretty much all of your points outside of that and glad I could help to make a point.

*had to go back and edit, didn't realize how screwed up my typing was when I first put this entry in here*

vicious_blood · Post by **vicious_blood** » Sat Apr 10, 2004 11:53 am

QueenOfTheFlock wrote:
X wrote:

And....to reinterate a point i was making to Coor earlier...that the queen made for me, without me asking her to. Most kids or anyone who is going to kill themselves, rarely jump on a newsboard, or forum or whatever, and say...HEY GUYS....I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO DIE....tell me why i shouldn't.

So very true. I wasn't saying you were wrong in all your points Barry. Just speaking up to say that it really doesn't matter how old you are, you can have the want, and even the actual will, to go through with it. I with Matthew hadn't had either. I agree with pretty much all of your points outside and glad Icould help to make a point.

I agree...but I also think that if she really is having problems and really did come and ask for help because she really needs it, then she has alot of courage to actually ask for help. No matter if it is on a forum or whatever. I know there have been plenty of times when I wouldn't (and still won't) ask for help.
And Barry, I do think you make some valid points...but my point is this - no matter what age you are, you might feel like killing yourself. And it can happen. I've been very close to it and I don't ever want to be there again. Just because your live might seem all peachy and shit to everyone else, doesn't mean it is. Even if your life is fucking great inside and out, it doesn't mean you aren't dealing with personal demons. It's called mental and emotional problems. NO ONE can make those go away. It doesn't matter how fucking good you have it. You can't help the way you feel. You can't help what your mind does to you.
I go thru it ever fucking day. And it sucks.
And it really doesn't get better.
But then there's drugs, and the never ending search for something that makes you even remotely happy. If you find that...then you're doin good...

iblis · Post by **iblis** » Sat Apr 10, 2004 3:05 pm

CHSgothbabe09 wrote:ok this isnt bout me ok.......

>give me 5 reasons why people shouldnt kill their selves.

You might wind up being an
There would be less people to serve me when I conquer this pathetic planet.
There is no guarantee that the next reality is going to be any better than the current.
Somebody is going to have to clean up after you.
You might wind up being an (This deserves to be repeated.)

X · Post by X » Sat Apr 10, 2004 3:59 pm

i would again like to re-interate my point and make it simpler so it can be more easily understood.

If i had a nickel for everytime i've heard some 15 year old say they wanted to commit suicide....i'd be a millionaire.

If i had to give back a hundred dollars everytime someone actually did it......i'd still be a fucking millionaire.

The bottom line is...is fuck i want to die at the end of certin days. but jesus i don't go on here crying about it.

Mistress Eve(L) · Post by **Mistress Eve(L)** » Sat Apr 10, 2004 5:52 pm

I think she said this wasnt about her in the first post

iblis · Post by **iblis** » Sat Apr 10, 2004 8:36 pm

Mistress Eve(L) wrote:I think she said this wasnt about her in the first post

True, but then she mentioned that she, herself, was suicidal.

Mistress Eve(L) · Post by **Mistress Eve(L)** » Sat Apr 10, 2004 9:05 pm

aren't we all

X · Post by X » Sun Apr 11, 2004 12:18 am

I dare say that i grew out of my suicidal phase.....

i now have homicidal tendencies tho.

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